I lost all 3 of my kids almost 3 years ago. Its a long complicated story that landed me in the hospital and a psch ward with a nervous break down and a sucicide attempt. When my ex got sole custody of the kids my world fell apart and it was more then I could bare. Up until that point I was a happy stable person that never thought this could happen. It has been a fight ever since to be able to be involved in their lives and I have been denied every step of the way. I get to have them two weekends a month and not allowed any other contact by phone or at school. I get no holidays,birthdays,sports activities,ect and am cut off from them entirely the rest of the month. I have been to a number of lawyers and no one will help me. My ex just had his lawyer cancel the hearing that I set up trying to get more visitation yesterday. He seems to have the upper hand in everything and I am starting to wonder if I even have any rights as a parent at all. Does anyone have any suggestions Please! I am desperate,but also ready to just call it quits. My health is suffering because of this nightmare and I want some relief!