and when my ex started this behavior and the crack addiction got to the point where he was stealing my jewelry and taking the boys christmas presents from under the tree i left many times but it was always i sware i wont do it again and he was actually good for a while no drugs but when he started back it got worse and then i never left the boys with him wouldnt allow them to go anywhere with him alone so that is my fault for staying but i didnt think i had any where else to go or there was anybody else out there for me ................ was i wrong i realized i can do this on my own work and finally found someone i love with all my heart who loves my kids just the same NO DRUGS NO ALCHOHOL AND NO HITTING so we are finally healing this is the last thing
