Clark. I cannot not even pretend to know what you are going through. I do however feel that if it werent for newcomers, like myself and others.. and maybe you at one point?, would there be a need for this board? I am confused? And I dont believe I am alone based on my review of several newcomers asking for help. Seems to me this board, in your opinion, is for a much larger issue than what the majority of us newcomers come her looking for?
Dont get me wrong. I am actually interested in what is happening with you and your cause.. as it seems, this may be happening to myself as we speak. I however have become just a tad afraid to even ask about it at this point. Good luck with your mission =)