Thank you for your reply. Yes disasterous is a very strong word. I am a very passionate person, with that comes alot of good and also , heh.. some overreactions, I know this. But that is who I am, and I couldnt nor would I change that about myself. It can have its downfalls, but I also believe can be a very good thing in a person as well. Yes, the decision was ultimately mine. I take full responsibility for it. I guess I was just very hurt that I did trust and that was betrayed. Shame on me for trusting, eventually I hope, I will learn. However at this age, who knows if I ever will. And yes, there is a silver lining, she is being taken care of and she is safe. I guess the biggest problem I have with it all, is that we were soo close for 15 years of her life, and it seems almost over night, on her part that has dwindled. Again, likely because of my decision, Im assuming. At this point, no there really is no way for me to move back. I do still stand by my decision to move for the most part. I guess I am hoping that when he does file for custody that I will at least be granted the "semi-normal?" visitations that come along with a long distance relationship. Again, not sure if that will happen, I have never abused or neglected her in anyway. And up until recently, her life with me has been very stable, nurturing and close. Thank you again for your reply =)
