I'm no longer angry just very hurt that they would do what they did not only to the other adults involved but to all the kids involved. The courts only allow me to have my boys every other weekend and every other wednesday till 7. I haven't then nor now do I talk to the boys about what has gone on, they all understand that mom and dad will no longer be together. When we seperated I always told my ex that I would never keep the boys from him and I never did although he doesn't allow me any extra time with them at all. I want my boys to have a relationship with their father I have never nor will I ever stop it that is their father and always will be. I just wished that their father would see what keeping the boys from me is doing to them. The middle one is so thin now that he doesn't want to eat anything he is in a depression and won't come out. And the little one now that the divorce is final is told that he can't see the counselor at school anymore and that he has gotten over the divorce. I believe that the boys still need to be seeing someone as they aren't over what has happened. All I want is someone to truly listen to my boys and believe them when they say they want to come home to mom where they are safe.
