The point about the kids is actually a large portion of my daily pain. It tears me up inside to see them so happy and excited to see him knowing that he wanted me to abort them, that he lies about money that affects them, that he denied them as his after we broke up. I just look at them and cringe when I think of how hurt they would be if they knew that stuff. I carry that with me everyday.....they should never know those things, but I have to know them and remember them at every turn...it kills me.
I did tell his family about it (and I can back it up with the court transcripts) so he can't lie out of it to his family. His dad was really upset to hear about him having done that.
