As crazy as it sounds, I know I get caught up in my own case and get bogged down in my own frustrations.
I dont think my x will ever grow up.. that's my opinion and i'm entitled to it.
he and his wife both have drinking and drug problems. and it will eventually come out in court (we've only ever had motion hearings -- it will come out in a custody hearing) I dont want our son to ever see those records andI wish I could avoid it.. but some day it will come out.
Every time I come here, I see that my story isnt as bad as I think it is.. and I survive the meat grinder a little longer.
Gecko thank you -- I do get into ruts where I think I am better than my x.. whether I am or not, I know that's an unhealthy place to be and I came here to get kicked back to where I need to be. so thanks...
I could vent to family and friends about this -- but frankly they dont want the stress and I dont want to give it to them.. so I come here..
so thanks for putting up with the vent..