I know how you feel I am a 25yr old mother of 5 but due to a custody battle with my x I messed up and lost 4 and trying to raise 1 I was a young mother 16 and my sons father wouldn't help me I got into drugs and prostiution by the time I was 17 I got sent to rikers island at 18 and my sons father then chooses to become a father he went and got custody of my son now my son is 9 and I can't find my baby it hurts so much I struggled to raise him I was young and dumb but did what I could now my son is in nc and his father aint got him my son is in nc while his father is in ct and nobody is helping me help my child and get him home everyone makes mistakes in life but I find it to be really messed up when 1 has to suffer because the other one aint a adult and odnt help
